Sunday, June 18, 2006

I Guess I'll Never Learn

I guess I'll never learn, but you know what? That's alright...Anyways, I'm back to enjoying my own company, (lol) I went to watch a movie alone the other day and you know what? I promised myself another date with myself pretty soon.

Now what do I mean by not learning? I used to be a loner, eventually, I had "friends", I didn't really know back then what a friend was which is why I wrote "friends", then I finally had friends! :) But every once in a while someone tries to have a place in the pretty intimate circle. Oh, yeah, I'll say they are my friends but they are more like closer acquaintances. To really be a friend you have to prove yourself. That is overtime...

Today, I lost a closer acquaintance...And well...while the title here is "I guess I'll never learn", I have learned in the past which is probably why I take it so well. But yet, I will never learn because only a fool could have believed it wouldn't end like that. But I guess I'm a fool, and you wanna know something? I'm loving it! I like being a crazy fool because it makes me grow and learn from those people see how I do not wish to be.

So today, all my closer aquaintances and my friends, I thank you because you make me grow! ;)