Wow, I'm doing good! I'm totally not in the X-Mas spirit but what can I do about it? No snow. :( I met an interesting guy, I wouldn't say I'm awfully interested but we never know. Anyways, have I ever been interested? I think guys only step into my life, show interest in me and then I decide whether I should be interested or not. Lol, what am I saying?
I sent a message to Dylan yesterday. To wish him and his family a happy holiday. Why? I wish I knew. Well, I do in a way. I wish we could be friends. I've accepted the fact that we are not meant to be together. I don't want a passionate love. I don't want to be torn apart over and over again. It's just too intense and doesn't make any sense. I don't care if he understands or not. I'm doing good on my own, better than I thought I would. I still love him; of course, but I'm moving on and it feels GREAT!!! I'm looking forward to a great year. Ok, I've said it before but 2006 wasn't actually all that bad. Went by fast, that much I can say but 2007 is definitly welcome!
Merry x-mas and happy new year everyone! :)
Sunday, December 24, 2006
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