Thursday, June 23, 2005

Declaration of independance...

From now on, I will be my own person
I will not let anyone tell me how I should run my life
I will not make my decisions based on other people's advice but what I think is right for me...

I have realised something...Only I know what's good for me. I am my own person and everyone has a different personnality. So, really, whenever I'm asking for advice, I usually take the one of the person I look up to the most, the wise ones (Kat and Rose when she feels like it)...or I do whatever I want. and hey, they've helped me a great deal.

But at some point I wouldn't listen anymore, I was just so much into thinking I was right, when, really, I wasn't thinking at all. Mostly has to do with love...I've been foolish I have to say...I've been lost. Anyhow, I've decided to say what I mean and mean what I say. So I wear my heart on my sleeve...like I used to. I may be bound to get hurt doing this, but man, it feels soooo good. I think that's the only way to be truly happy.

I won't overthink anymore, I'll do what my heart tells me is right. I will enjoy the little moments in life, I will no longer feel guilty over what I can not control. If I make a mistake, I'll do my best to fix it and if I can't, well, I'll try to learn from it and move on. I've always said no regrets, but that should include guilt and everything else. Even better, I'll talk less about my life. To keep a little mystery and keep away unwanted advices.

This is life, this is me, Caroline. As real as can ever be. I won't ever try being someone that I'm not 'cause in the end, it doesn't suit me. If you hate me, it's alright, I think I got plenty of friends who love me, just the way I am. That's how it's suppose to be. So live fully, enjoy and be your own person. ;)

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